At this juncture in life

I’ve been wanting to document pictures of myself from young to now for quite a while but it took a little internal struggle to decide if I should post it here. As an ignorant human being, I confess that I am pretty conscious of my looks and worry about how others see me so my original plan was to share this only with a few close friends. But while arranging these pictures, I reflected and saw how much I’ve really changed over the past 41 years of my life, not my external looks but the deeper me. Then I ask myself, if I can’t even come terms with the me I see, who can? So here it is…the me through the years…exposed.
Technically, all that I see here have already passed and like it or not, they are of no significance to me now. What’s more interesting is how I will be 40 years from now…if I do live to age 80 as what the fortune-teller prophesised. Having lived most of my 41 years in ignorance, controlled mainly by my physical or materialistic needs, I do hope I can do a better job capturing the mental me from this moment till the end of my time.
ps: Hope no one gets a nightmare after seeing “me”.